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i love everything in sight
and can never choose what is right
i wish i could be a falling leaf
at least then i could let the wind decide for me.

i've been trying to spread around all of this light
truth is, i'm dark inside.

my brain's been split my whole life
i live one life through my left eye and another through my right
every decision is an intersection, every choice a war
and i'm just trying to get out alive.

i've been trying to spread around all of this light
truth is, i'm afraid to die.

the truth is that i'm dark inside
that truth is i'm afraid to die.

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from At The End Of My Life, released June 23, 2015

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Ben Hughes New Jersey

"...channels musicians like Elliott Smith, Bright Eyes, and Sufjan Stevens, as on Hughes’ previous releases. But this record immediately calls to mind Pedro the Lion’s Control, with its deep-voiced chords and melodies, lyrical themes of corporate hell, and Hughes’ slurring voice. It could stand as a complimentary album to Control just as well as it stands on its own."

-Nick Tate, WXPN
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